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i would like to start by saying...... wow long time..... and the old jojo was on holiday so the evil one was out.....!
i just wanted to say i love two of the best people in the world..... and i am glad thatwe are talking again adn i am glad the old me is back.....
non smoker non toker.... i had to let go of the past meaning that i had to let go of somethings that were holding me down COUGH.....assholee......kyle....cough...asshole...
alot has happend since new job new location new life new old me............i am single i dont need guys to tell me they love me only because they want some piece of ass to have fun with then throw to the side lines.... i am through getting burned i am stronger then that i strong like bulll.. no bridge to high no water tooo deep.... i will over come all obsticales in my way... I can see clearly now the rain is gone.................................its going to be a bright bright shiny day .......i feel great.... live life to the fullest... expect the un expected and day by day
thats all for now just wanted to say I am back !!!
lata
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i just finished watching primttim AND they were talking to two twins who were homeschooled and raised up to their mothers beliefs and they love hitler and they think he is all high and migty talk about being brainwashed at a very young age and they are even singing about it,,, and they hAd to move to a different touw in hope to find a A ALLL WHITE COMMUNIty...... JUST TO LET PEOPLE KNOW people like that make me sick because no matter the race gender gay or straight... it dont matter who they are... on the outsides its their personality... i believe truly `100 percent that everyone should be treated fairly and equally after all they are only human... enough about the ventinng,,, well on that subject.... lets talk about people who say they are going to pay back money when they get paid on whatever day adn that day comes and you go and confront the person aboutit and they say i cant get it to you now thatwas on the phone and then not even a half hour later you see her down town with a perosn who you most hate in the universe and when you go and ask her if you can get the money she says i need to go buy a coat ?>>>> mhhhhh shouldnt i get paid fist before you get the fucking coat and then you start to wonder if its really worth being her frined after all she isnt giving you anymoney when she says she would and she lies and she isnt treating her bf very well either and i cant say anything aboutit because its not my bizznesss but i do care for him and another thing she hangs out with ???? more then me and she says i am like a sister to her hahhaha and why the hell are some people the way they are......
ON a happy note i went for a interview yesterday and today for wallmart and the postition was for 11 at night to 7 in the morning so its definatly going to be a big change and i am up to the challenge and alli need now is a phone call saying yes we would like to hirer you and would you start two weeks from now !!!
the lady who interviewed me seemed pretty nice and when i said i hope to be working with you and for the company she said i hope soo too so thst means she likes me !!
and wants to hire me and all i need now is to have a backcheck on me which is a criminal referance and a reference check done through the company and its now the hardest part !! the WAITING !! god do i ever hate teh waitig period !!! sorry for not writing sooner and for righing long long paragraph and the friend who owes me money by the end of the month of november will not be hanging with me thats the way it seems to me and i need ot find new better group of friends to hang out with like ej and amanda and crystak and ashley and i am sorry you girls for the way i was (ej and amanda) love you girls bunches comment me anyone ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~@@###gnight
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Hey,,,,,
so i havent wrote in a long time and i just got back to kenora and already the same problems that i got away from are stabbing me in the back and i think it wont be anybetter for a long time because im not sure what to do anymore i am going crazy thinking about it.... i havent been by myself since like lastsummer or before that and i think i need time to get myself together and relize what i want and who i want ot be with
i am not sure the answers to many questions but i do know that i will eventually know the answers
anyways i just needed to vent thanks for listening and stuff bye
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[17 Aug 2005|10:33pm] |
hey sorry, for not wtiting in such a while, its just that i have been bizzy with stuff and not knowing what to put in my lj. but now i got an idea. i come home in 6 days which i cant wait for any longer. some people and life just doesnt make sense, and i cant seem to find out ways to express myself clearly. so i just going to bite the bullit in the ass and stick with the action and goals that i am going home and may not ever see anyone from here again. which may or may not happen i havent thought that far yet.... lol all i ve been thinking about is when i go home its going to be a start and turn of a new leaf and a chapter in the many books of life............ever had a day where shit seems to hit the fans and you cant get the mess cleaned up ? well thats how i am today and have been for a while and i feel that seven months is a long time and i am glad that its almost home time.............WOW seven whole fucking months holy cowers.... people may come and go friends come and go but true friends work out differences no matter what the circumstances are but it may take a while to associate with
i wanna rip some peoples heads off and not talk to them ever again but i know that its not fair to do and there is no point in doing it because it wont get you too damn far ~!~~
MAMA i am coming home
i just needed to vent out a little bit and have you ever thought you knew a person and in turn you thought totally wrong about the person like you dont even know him or her anymore and your kind of wandering abut shit !!
well thanks for caring and listening to me vent so ya good night and see you in 6.5 days lol
take care and talk to you soon and ej and amanda have a drink with me when i get back ok i love you guys muchly and i dont know what i would do if i didnt have you two in my life i honestly think i would go CRAZY !@!!!! anways peace out
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hey soo alot has been happening over the past few months of my life ive been through so many changes and many happy times since ive been on katimaviik and ivd also been through some rough times too like whne kyle and i brokeup and being away from my friends adbut katimavik showed me how to be stronger inside and out..... it also showed me to stand out for myself as a person ive conquered 2 places on my own and i have one more adventure to conqwuere and then i will be home home for good .... right now i am in my billeting house and we arent doing t much besides chilling and relazing yesterday we went to my billeting moms boyfriends for a bbq which was going well until i had a allergy sttack which wasnt to good i got hyped on meds and i was out of it for a while boy what a ride then today i was just chillen and shit i miss home alot cant wait to be there for good
i like katimavik but i just about had enough of everyone soo ill tlka to you later ej and amanda fyou ever come on anymore love yo lots jojo
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[27 Jun 2005|07:45am] |
hey, hows it going, everything here is great and not so great at the same time, the reasons why its sooo great is because i found out that i am going to bring a guy from katimavik to my dads house, greg....... i cant wait to go..... only like 29 more days tll i get to go with him to toronto !!!
and then i work at the community living association in alexandria and thats going goood i think i may persuit a career in that sort of field but i am not sure !!!
i come home in a like a 2 months yay !!! but its still too long
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i just started working at the community living association, all good so far and i think i might go for a job when i get back at the kacl, my current duties are to answer phones, filing photocoping and working on the computer so its like reception and then after the reception jobi iwll be at the group home for the handicapped and so ill be pretty bizzy for a while and i like my job alot .... my hair on the other hand i dont like that much i think i am going to cut it off short..... i know i know what your thinking nooo dont ... but i have to because i dontlike it anymore and i think i am goingto get a piercing or a tattoo of some sort
CONGRATS ON the house.....
o ya by the way i am going to work out everyday after work so that ill be skiny when i get home
alright fine skinnier!!!
here i am on my last 2 months of katimavik i cant believe it and it feels like yesterday that we had to say byes and cry one last time b4 i left on this journey !
thank you for the support i need and for being there when no one else was
i love you lots and ill call you later !!
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[01 Jun 2005|09:34pm] |
ej...... your the one whos always told me to follow my heart and be free to be who you are inside and out and you are the only person who i can always talk to and whos basically been through everythgn that i have if not more and you are a very special person to me and that is why i want the very best for you because
1) YOURE A VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO ME
2) YOU supported me through everything even though you may not agree with what i say
3) your HONEST and a very true heart!!!!
4) you found me sitting there one day after class and you always wandered about me in high school and you said things that needed to be said and i keep thinking about how we met and i realised how lucky i am to have the support and the family that i have without it i dont knwo where i would be or who i would be for that matter !!!!!
HOPE YOUR CERAMONY GOES WELL AND SORRY AGAIN I CANT BE THERE !!
i cant believe my big cousin is getting married hurrrrayy!!!
our friendship is like a connection that not a hole lot of people have and i want to hold on to that as much as possible
i come home in 2 months!!!
keep an eye out for wallet butt wearing cuties there lol !!! * no no not for you silly girl** for me
we should go to that place by the travel lodge the one where amanda kicked my ass
hehehe and just get freaken hammered and not care when i get home and i have to tell you something when i get home
@@@ love you and amanda alot and do alot of thumping !!!!!
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well incase your wondering why i said break it is because kyle and i took a break from seeing eachother lastnight because i need to do this on my own and not have to worry about relationships back home and its too stressfull always wondering how hes doing and he never calls and he told me that the reason why he hasnt bought the phonecards or bothered to call or email me was that he was too lazy and do i really need to put as much as i did in to the relationship when the person on the other end doesnt do shit ?
no thats what i thought i dont !!!
its tough but i am in katimavik and i am here for the experience of a life time and i want to give it my 100 percent !!
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i have been in bc for 3 weeks already i absolutly love it and could you imagine summer weather in april i mean shorts and tees and nice bodies of greg !!! heehehhehehe !! and i love you gurls alot and i wish i was there to welcome you home amanda !!
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peace and i will definatly take you up on your offer of the apt or house
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soooo looongg time no write i am sorry for not writing for like 3 months.... so here goes it first im in drummondville quebec and have been for the past almost 3 months while i was there i was and still am working at a soup kitchen making lunches for little kids that are delivered to the schools for their lunches..and do other things around the kitchen.... i HATE absolutely HATEdoing the dishes .... when i get a house of my own i am going to make sure thereis a dishwasher... then last weekend on sunday i went to montreal for the day rode the subway train all around montreal its a nice city that ive never seen before it would be nicer in the summer.. the winters are really cold and its more cold at night then in the day... my mom steve kathrynne and kyle are coming to see me in a week i have 48 hours off which isnt long but i get to see them and go to montreal again and then the week after that my group that i have been living with and will be living with will be going to quebec city for the weekend and then the week after that i am going to go to move on to BC and spend two months there and then from there i go to alexandria ontario which i didnt even know it existed lol so ill keep u two and and everyone else more posted later on like tomorrow or something
love yas take care Call me email me respond back.......
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[04 Jan 2005|11:15pm] |
i dont know where to begin......... welll lemme just say that i only have 22 days left to go and then i am offff to QUEBEC !! omg ..... and kyle hes sooo great... maybe before i leave hes gonna get me a promise ring WELL he is going to !! i just dont know if there will be enough time between now and when i go......man its gonna be hard leaving the only ...scratch that second only home town i knew and well basically grew up in.... man for 7 months HOLY ! i am still nervous and scared to go and as time moves forward............ man its depressing just thinking about it ........ people say Dont think about it ... how the heck cant i ......... a part of me wants to not go and continue living life as i know it and a part of me wants to go and also my parents and other people say it will be a good exprience for me
i know there right but i wish i can take some friends with me for the fun !! but i cant !!
i will try tokeepyou people posted and i will write to ej .... amanda and mom,randy and kyle like everyday .......... man i love you guys soooo much !!
anyways ill talk to everyone later !!
GOOD NIGHT!!!
HUGS!!
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[15 Dec 2004|03:08pm] |
hey
sowwy for not writing in such a long while its just that welll.... ive been kinda bizzy with stuff and alot has been on my mind lately.......
hurrraayyy ...... amanda comes home yay im happy shes soooooo nice and im glad that Ej and her found eachother because i always wanted one thing for my cousin and that is to see a smile on her face not a frown and i am glad that amanda is there to share every moment to come with her and meeee( not every moment with me you know what i mean ......
and heheheeh ALL I gotta say is SHOWER >>> THUDDDDD!!!!!
hehheheehe anyways responde back........................
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[21 Oct 2004|07:22pm] |
hey
guess what...... the night started off fine,taylor and i went to aw to eat well obviously heahahee.. everytime i think about something or SOmeone she always appears there we were eating diner when low and behold who would walk in Leanne and butch ! man she can drive a person crazy without even knowing baout it and well the person is me and they left shortly after we did like 5 seconds after as i was geting into the beater of a truck i saw leanne run toward the car and then i saw daphne chase her and then as we were drving away daphne tickled leanne and they huged eachother and i think but not sure there was alot of kissing involved why do i feel soo ripped inside everytime i see her and her together... BABBLEEEESS!!
anyway when you have received this CALL meee and btw i got your messege from your mom that you made it safe ~
i love you and call me !
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well......for the past couple of days ive been complaining that i hurt and i thought it was my teeth so yesterday at 1030 i went to the dentist and they said that you probably have a sinus infection and suggested to make an appointment to see the doctor so i did and he told me that ihave a sinus infection and to take t3s and other antibiotics so i went to get the perscription and took them wheni got home and today i am feeling sick and on a lighterside heehehee i am talking to montreal guy hehehe !! and 1 in a half days hehehe anyways chow!!
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[14 Oct 2004|10:00am] |
sooo hey ya next thursday hurray !! hehehe
anyway i just got a letter from this guy saying that he doesnt think he can be with anyone else and i was unhappy about being at his house because shane was there and my feelings towards devin changed and he said that there isnt much that he can do around there in brandon and all he wants is to be with me and i know deep inside of me that i dont want to be with him he is too much of a good friend and i have no idea how i am supposed to tell him that i dont want to go out with him i know i have to at somepoint before it gets too late and our friendship is destroyed and KATIMAVIK !! is another thing that has been bothering me for quiet a while a part of me wants to go but another part wants to stay here because my family friendss and everyone else i know is here!! FUCK me !! i dont know what to do anymore and its hard talking about how i feel to people like my parents because they want me to go and only a couple of people know the real me and how i realy feel you know who you are !!!
my life is going wayyy wayy to fast and my heart is kind of falling for the person i cant have ,,,, the person is such a cutie pie!! the eyes and the nose especially !!
My mom wants me to come into work at quiznos for the lunch hour and then i might stop by zellers to see my favourite cousin ever!! and Kyle
anyway thats all i gottta say right now !!
love you all
joe !
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worse day ever........
welll it started out fine and dandy, went to school adn then came home to eat lunch study a bit and than went back to school......well i failed my test big time couse i studied my ass offf on shit that wasnt neccasarry for the test shittt...
well now on a happier note my mom might pick me up a belt in winnipeg .... .since she is there anyway she just phoned me and told me she saw a belt but she doesnt think it would fit me soo hopefully shell find me one or something and i think i am going to attempted to clean my room now sooo ill be on line tonight at somepoint and well love yous....
well buhbye ......
repliy to me other one and this one tooo pleaseees
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[01 Oct 2004|06:55am] |
christ on cruches i miss shane, i dont know where he is and i am worried about him, he hasnt been home since like tuesday because i tried calling him yesterday and the day before that and both days his mom said he wasnt home and i asked her if she new where he was and she said not off hand and i asked if he came home the other day and she said nope and now i am worried sick and i dont know where he is andi wanted to do something with him tonight i ll maybe give him a call when i get off of work at230
i rEally hope he is sAfe ~~~!!!!!
i hope when i call him he is gonna be home and i got blood work done yesterday and it hurts like a bitchen mofo
anyways i am outties !!
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[19 Sep 2004|11:34pm] |
well not much happend today but a guy friend is highly strung up on me and he is planing on taking me out for thanksgiving welll the day before it and he called me his woman and i was like YOUr women ? ? thats ummmm ya i am not sure but i ll let you know when i no lol !
and than when i was gonna take a shower he was like when you get out and start talking to me again youll be a clean SEXY hunny i was like *i aint no sexy and i aint no hunny* and he sorta just laughed and said you are to me and i didnt know what to say soo i said ill be back in a half hour and i was this was yesterday if anyone is confused ! lol and i cant wait to meeett nik sooo she can take us out
anyways i am done like dinner in some cases lol
ok loves and hugs
jojo
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